1
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{\an8}That is true. I have stolen.

2
00:02:07,320 --> 00:02:13,040
{\an8}I have always stolen my joy.
From everything and everyone.

3
00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,640
{\an8}Is it too bright? Should I draw for?

4
00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,920
{\an8}How many times
have I fallen in love?

5
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{\an8}As many times as it was necessary.

6
00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:55,840
{\an8}Darker?

7
00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:23,040
{\an8}Hello, little girl.

8
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{\an8}The bodies of the mother and sister lay in
the house. Someone had locked them in.

9
00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:50,760
{\an8}They could not escape.

10
00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:52,760
{\an8}Holy Mary, what an evil.

11
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{\an8}Dr. Milazzo examined her.
She has been scolded.

12
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{\an8}- Holy Virgin Mary.
- That's enough, shut up.

13
00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:01,320
{\an8}It is not like 1909.

14
00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:05,040
{\an8}Atrocities happen that don't
once happened in the Middle Ages.

15
00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:07,680
{\an8}There are no godly people
here more.

16
00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:11,880
{\an8}These godless people...
I've seen a hell of a lot of them.

17
00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,480
{\an8}- Mr. Officer!
- Sorry.

18
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{\an8}We mustn't remind her of that.
She would rather forget it.

19
00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:21,920
{\an8}In the name of Saint Agatha, the girl is a martyr.
Stop bothering her.

20
00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:26,520
{\an8}- What is her name?
- Her name is Modesta.

21
00:04:27,520 --> 00:04:32,040
{\an8}Modesta ...
Come on, we'll continue talking outside.

22
00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:36,760
{\an8}They found burnt men's clothes,
but nothing like it.

23
00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:42,000
{\an8}We keep her tonight.
Then we decide where she will go.

24
00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:44,040
{\an8}I apologize again.

25
00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:49,680
{\an8}Come back tomorrow.
She can't stay here.

26
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{\an8}She will probably end up in an orphanage.

27
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{\an8}Modesta? Modest!

28
00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:44,080
{\an8}Did you get ice from the mountain?

29
00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:45,840
{\an8}- And the eggs?
- You don't say anything.

30
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{\an8}Give me the eggs!

31
00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:49,120
{\an8}- There are two.
- Only two?

32
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{\an8}Have you eaten the third one?

33
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{\an8}They are too tight.

34
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{\an8}Come here.

35
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{\an8}It hurts, they tighten.

36
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{\an8}Tina gets everything, even confirmation shoes.

37
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{\an8}Do not touch the dress.

38
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{\an8}Out with you, and take the goat with you.

39
00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:26,880
{\an8}It hurts. They tighten!

40
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{\an8}Modesta! The goat!

41
00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:33,920
{\an8}It is raining.

42
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{\an8}I hear she is going to an orphanage.

43
00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:39,800
{\an8}The poor little thing is full of lice.

44
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{\an8}Dogs eat better
than the poor orphans.

45
00:06:42,560 --> 00:06:44,120
{\an8}I'll get the towel.

46
00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:52,400
{\an8}- The big thing is not here.
- Now I have to.

47
00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:20,000
{\an8}What are you doing?
Come here! Where are you going?

48
00:07:26,480 --> 00:07:28,000
{\an8}We must cover up this disgrace.

49
00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:32,840
{\an8}Go on, Ilaria. Just keep playing.

50
00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:35,480
{\an8}Excuse us, Mother Leonora,
we didn't want to disturb.

51
00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:37,480
{\an8}This little one is driving us crazy.

52
00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:57,120
{\an8}Well, you're here too.

53
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{\an8}Leave me alone. Get your stuff!

54
00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:38,360
{\an8}Cool star. Little star.

55
00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:41,320
{\an8}Tuzzu star.

56
00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:50,240
{\an8}Come down, Modesta.
The little devil took the dress.

57
00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:02,000
{\an8}- The girl is probably ferocious.
- Yes.

58
00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:04,720
{\an8}Excuse me, mother.

59
00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,720
{\an8}Come with me. Come on.

60
00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:24,000
{\an8}Rosalia? Incoronata!

61
00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:29,000
{\an8}The girl must not eat with us
in the dining room. She is unkempt.

62
00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,040
{\an8}- Fortunately, she leaves tomorrow.
- We'll fix it, Sister Costanza.

63
00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:34,960
{\an8}Knife. Fork.

64
00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:39,080
{\an8}- Teach her to eat like a human.
- We'll probably have to.

65
00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:44,800
{\an8}- I don't understand. I'm hungry.
- We don't speak dialect here.

66
00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:48,760
{\an8}Like that. Eat.

67
00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:50,400
{\an8}No. With this one.

68
00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:56,120
{\an8}Like this.

69
00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:59,000
{\an8}Shouldn't you pray table prayer?

70
00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:04,000
{\an8}Virgin Mary, pray my angel,
and talk to the Holy Spirit.

71
00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:06,280
{\an8}Make delicious food. Good night to me.

72
00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:08,360
{\an8}Holy Virgin Mary, help us.

73
00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:29,120
{\an8}Whoa, girl child!

74
00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:45,600
{\an8}Come on, hurry up.

75
00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:56,360
{\an8}Only an animal would do such a thing.

76
00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:00,120
{\an8}It is a disgrace!

77
00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:02,680
{\an8}Mother Leonora.

78
00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:10,680
{\an8}Sister Incoronata, wash the linen
and lead the girl to her cell.

79
00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:13,600
{\an8}Come, Ilaria.

80
00:11:13,680 --> 00:11:15,360
{\an8}What a disgrace, Mother.

81
00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:20,360
{\an8}- Come on.
- Who is the nun?

82
00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:23,560
{\an8}Mother Leonora, the Abbess.
She decides everything.

83
00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:28,040
{\an8}Modesta. Modesta, stop!

84
00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:34,760
{\an8}What are you doing? Then let her go!

85
00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:36,040
{\an8}Ilaria, that's enough.

86
00:11:57,400 --> 00:11:58,440
{\an8}That's good.

87
00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:04,520
{\an8}I have understood. Come with me.

88
00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:18,200
{\an8}- Is that your house?
- I study here.

89
00:12:27,120 --> 00:12:28,040
{\an8}Sit down.

90
00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:36,080
{\an8}What was your name?

91
00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:41,120
{\an8}What is your name?

92
00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:43,760
{\an8}Modesta.

93
00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:46,520
{\an8}Modesta.

94
00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,040
{\an8}What a beautiful name.

95
00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:54,000
{\an8}Sister Costanza has told about you.

96
00:12:54,040 --> 00:12:56,000
{\an8}What are you looking at?

97
00:12:58,680 --> 00:12:59,720
{\an8}Saint Agatha?

98
00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:03,280
{\an8}Do you know her?

99
00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:13,360
{\an8}Agata was a 15-year-old girl
with golden hair.

100
00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:19,360
{\an8}She dedicated her life to God
and took a vow of chastity.

101
00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:25,560
{\an8}The governor of Sicily would have
her, but she rejected him.

102
00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:30,320
{\an8}So he let her torture.

103
00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,920
{\an8}They burned her flesh.

104
00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:36,920
{\an8}Burnt?

105
00:13:38,640 --> 00:13:40,400
{\an8}They beat her.

106
00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,000
{\an8}When they were most angry ...

107
00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:48,880
{\an8}... they tore off her breasts
with a giant pair of pliers.

108
00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:50,080
{\an8}The breasts ...

109
00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:54,440
{\an8}So did she die?

110
00:13:56,320 --> 00:13:57,320
{\an8}Her body died.

111
00:13:58,560 --> 00:14:00,120
{\an8}But her soul is in heaven.

112
00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:02,560
{\an8}She became a saint.

113
00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:06,880
{\an8}Did you get scared?

114
00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:09,720
{\an8}Not that?

115
00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:14,880
{\an8}It must be very good, poor girl,
after all you've been through.

116
00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,760
{\an8}Can you tell me
who was at your house...

117
00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:26,120
{\an8}... when the house burned?

118
00:14:28,680 --> 00:14:30,360
{\an8}My mother and my sister.

119
00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:39,560
{\an8}Do you understand that your mother and sister
have returned to the Lord?

120
00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:42,760
{\an8}Yes.

121
00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:49,640
{\an8}Was there a man too?

122
00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:57,960
{\an8}Did he hurt you?

123
00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:01,600
{\an8}You can tell me.

124
00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,400
{\an8}Did he set fire to the house?

125
00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:17,360
{\an8}He became angry,
because they were talking all the time.

126
00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:20,640
{\an8}That's enough.

127
00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:24,640
{\an8}Here with us...

128
00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,040
{\an8}... are you safe.

129
00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:30,200
{\an8}Sit there.

130
00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:36,920
{\an8}What big eyes.

131
00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,080
{\an8}It is the beautiful eye ...

132
00:15:41,560 --> 00:15:43,040
{\an8}... and this is its brother.

133
00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:46,320
{\an8}Here is the small church ...

134
00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:49,400
{\an8}... and here are the little brothers.

135
00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:56,560
{\an8}Here is the clock,
which beats ding-dong, ding-dong.

136
00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:10,000
{\an8}Stupid, dirty youngsters.
Daughter of a bastard!

137
00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:14,320
{\an8}You took your sister's dress.

138
00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:19,640
{\an8}You belong in an orphanage,
where you can live on water and bread.

139
00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:23,800
{\an8}You are godless. You have no respect.

140
00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:33,960
{\an8}Come on.

141
00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:39,000
{\an8}- How beautiful Tina is!
- Good morning.

142
00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:40,880
{\an8}- Good day.
- Good day.

143
00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:41,960
Can you handle it?

144
00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,680
{\an8}Put a foot here. Help her.

145
00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:46,280
{\an8}Help her
otherwise the dress will be dirty.

146
00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:48,760
{\an8}The dress, please.

147
00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,240
{\an8}She is up. Good girl.

148
00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:52,680
{\an8}She is a devil as always.

149
00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:53,840
{\an8}Tuzzu...

150
00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,320
{\an8}Always problems with her.

151
00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:02,080
{\an8}- Greece?
- Athens.

152
00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:06,520
{\an8}- Ottoman Empire?
- Constantinople.

153
00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:08,200
{\an8}- Egypt?
- Kairone.

154
00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:11,000
{\an8}Cairo.

155
00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:12,080
{\an8}Peru?

156
00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:14,600
{\an8}Lima!

157
00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:16,960
{\an8}- Great.
- Very nice.

158
00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,720
{\an8}She is like a trained monkey.

159
00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:22,000
{\an8}Three months ago
God sent us a girl.

160
00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:26,120
{\an8}We fed her,
washed her and educated her.

161
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,000
{\an8}We will continue with that.

162
00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:31,560
{\an8}Modesta stays with us,
until she comes of age.

163
00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:35,920
{\an8}God willing,
she will be his wife, like us.

164
00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:36,920
{\an8}Very generous.

165
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000
{\an8}Mimmo!

166
00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:41,040
{\an8}I will stay here forever.

167
00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:42,600
{\an8}Will you ride on my back?

168
00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:47,080
{\an8}Faster.

169
00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:52,040
{\an8}Mother Leonora, the novices will
families don't care.

170
00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:58,640
{\an8}For 200 years this monastery has only the house
daughters of Sicily's finest families.

171
00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:01,200
{\an8}Noble families only.

172
00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,720
{\an8}And for 200 years
charity has been our mission.

173
00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,520
{\an8}Our duty is
to help the poor and humble.

174
00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:11,080
{\an8}It is not their fault,
that they are ignorant.

175
00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:13,400
{\an8}Christ showed us the way.

176
00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:18,400
{\an8}"Let the little children come to me,
for the kingdom of God is theirs."

177
00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:25,000
{\an8}Leonora, you are making a mistake.

178
00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:27,400
{\an8}We will regret that.

179
00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:45,040
{\an8}Is it you, God?

180
00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,640
{\an8}God is good.

181
00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:04,520
{\an8}He is in all that is good.
God is in everything that surrounds us.

182
00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:07,360
{\an8}So he's into bad stuff too?

183
00:19:07,440 --> 00:19:09,920
{\an8}Ilaria, did you hear that?

184
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:14,280
{\an8}The bad things happen,
when people fall into temptation.

185
00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,160
{\an8}- So man is stronger than God?
- No.

186
00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:21,680
{\an8}God is almighty and stands
above everything and everyone, Modesta.

187
00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:24,360
{\an8}As you grow older,
can you study theology.

188
00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,680
{\an8}So will all mysteries
reveal themselves to you.

189
00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:29,080
{\an8}Why only then?
I want to know now.

190
00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:32,320
{\an8}You have just learned to read and write.
You wouldn't understand it.

191
00:19:32,400 --> 00:19:34,840
{\an8}Knowledge comes gradually.

192
00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:37,200
{\an8}Oh God, an earthquake! Modest!

193
00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:40,600
{\an8}Mother ...

194
00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:52,920
{\an8}It's her. It's the mountain.

195
00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:58,640
{\an8}Can you feel
how fast does your heart beat?

196
00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,720
{\an8}I grew up and changed.

197
00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:03,040
{\an8}Mother Leonora's gentle voice...

198
00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:08,120
{\an8}Her blue eyes
and the shower of her suit—

199
00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:12,840
{\an8}- made me fly through
the hallways to always be with her.

200
00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:22,920
{\an8}From her mouth I stole words, notes
and concepts I could keep forever.

201
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,560
{\an8}God's wife.

202
00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,720
{\an8}In the monastery I embroidered,
studied, played music -

203
00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:29,840
{\an8}- and ate,
as if every day were a sunday.

204
00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:32,160
{\an8}The sheets smelled of sugar almonds.

205
00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:33,920
{\an8}But to live there for the rest of your life?

206
00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,040
{\an8}Bend your finger.

207
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:10,240
{\an8}Ilaria, your wish has come true
in fulfillment.

208
00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:15,000
{\an8}Well, now I'm all alone.
They can't comfort me anymore.

209
00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:18,680
{\an8}Nonsense. You are never alone.

210
00:22:18,760 --> 00:22:21,760
{\an8}You are God's wife now.

211
00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:27,880
{\an8}Since you are no longer a novice, you can
you be with the other sisters.

212
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,760
{\an8}Sorry, mother.

213
00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:33,840
{\an8}Værsgo, Modesta. Welcome.

214
00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:39,000
{\an8}Sister.

215
00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:48,200
{\an8}Mother, thank you for allowing me to live
beside you.

216
00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:17,440
{\an8}Modesta.

217
00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,800
{\an8}Faster. She's freezing.

218
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,400
{\an8}I tighten it a bit.

219
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,000
{\an8}Let me.

220
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:14,400
{\an8}Like that.

221
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,680
{\an8}- Is it too tight?
- No.

222
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:54,040
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

223
00:24:54,120 --> 00:24:58,120
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

224
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:01,240
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

225
00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:04,680
{\an8}Daughter, to whom shall I give you?
Mom, it's up to you

226
00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:08,440
{\an8}Shall I give you to the carrier?

227
00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:11,280
{\an8}He drives back and forth

228
00:25:11,360 --> 00:25:14,320
{\an8}Always with a whip in hand

229
00:25:14,400 --> 00:25:17,360
{\an8}He gets a whim

230
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:21,040
{\an8}He unties the donkey
and excite you

231
00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:32,680
{\an8}What have they done to you?
You're tied up like a mutt.

232
00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,800
{\an8}Were you that bad?

233
00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:40,280
{\an8}No, she hit me.

234
00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:43,400
{\an8}They hung you out to dry like a tomato.

235
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,120
{\an8}Holy Mother of God,
now I'm going to help you.

236
00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:51,720
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

237
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:54,960
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

238
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,840
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

239
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:02,240
{\an8}My daughter, who will have you?
Mom, it's up to you

240
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,080
{\an8}What a beautiful daughter I have.

241
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,320
{\an8}Do you want to see my house?

242
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:20,240
{\an8}Saint Augustine
first converted as an adult.

243
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:24,040
{\an8}But no one has prayed
with the same remorse -

244
00:26:24,120 --> 00:26:28,000
{\an8}- for what he called
"ancient depravity".

245
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,840
{\an8}I would like to read a few lines
by Pierre de Labriolle -

246
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,760
{\an8}- that is about love.
Can I?

247
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:39,920
{\an8}"The memory of having loved
is still in him.”

248
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,560
{\an8}"The fleeting elegance of bodies -

249
00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:47,680
{\an8}- the radiance of the light,
the sweetness of melodious songs -

250
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:49,960
{\an8}and the beautiful scent of flowers."

251
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,080
{\an8}"Limbs created
for carnal intercourse ..."

252
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,560
{\an8}Thanks, Modesta. That's fine.

253
00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,720
{\an8}Who will continue?

254
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:03,160
{\an8}Intercourse. May God protect us.

255
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:10,400
{\an8}The fleeting grace of the body.
May God save and deliver us.

256
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:13,720
{\an8}Desired.
May God punish us.

257
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:16,720
{\an8}They had their God.

258
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:18,000
{\an8}But I wanted to live.

259
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:22,360
{\an8}They opposed life
with words like -

260
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:26,280
{\an8}- evil, hell,
obedience and sin.

261
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:32,080
{\an8}I repeated them obediently,
but only to be accepted.

262
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:34,800
{\an8}To be Leonora's chosen one.

263
00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:38,000
{\an8}- One can only love God.
- That's right, Sister Ilaria.

264
00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:41,160
{\an8}Words formed by her lips
were round like apples.

265
00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:46,000
{\an8}You must be careful, Modesta.
Intelligence can be dangerous.

266
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:49,600
{\an8}But as soon as you tasted them,
it was discovered that they were rotten.

267
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:53,280
{\an8}- It can make us go…
- In the trap of sin, yes.

268
00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,000
{\an8}Too bad.

269
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,160
{\an8}I want to learn and cultivate.

270
00:27:58,240 --> 00:28:01,320
{\an8}Your thirst for knowledge
almost scares me.

271
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,240
{\an8}What are you going to use it for?

272
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,000
{\an8}A woman never stays
as learned as a man.

273
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:11,120
{\an8}Well,
They are both woman and sage, mother.

274
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:13,760
{\an8}I want to be like you.

275
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:17,760
{\an8}You little fool.

276
00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:24,280
{\an8}Look. There I have placed the telescope,
which my father gave me.

277
00:28:24,360 --> 00:28:27,840
{\an8}He taught me the names of the stars
I will show you tonight.

278
00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:30,800
{\an8}How big will they be in the telescope?

279
00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:33,200
{\an8}Can you see the moon's craters?

280
00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,040
{\an8}The poor things are getting wet.

281
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,840
{\an8}Come, we must also see to enter.

282
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,880
{\an8}- Come and get warm.
- Yes. Thanks.

283
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:27,280
{\an8}Modesta, I want,
that you should always feel safe.

284
00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:28,880
{\an8}Despite your background.

285
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:32,000
{\an8}I feel safe with you.

286
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,440
{\an8}That's how it should be.

287
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:40,560
{\an8}I have decided
to give you an annuity.

288
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:44,200
{\an8}- Then you have it when I'm gone.
- Don't say that, mother.

289
00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:49,560
{\an8}They scare me. They are young.
I don't want any annuity.

290
00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:51,040
{\an8}Don't be afraid.

291
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:56,240
{\an8}When it happens in many years,
I will watch over you from above.

292
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:57,920
{\an8}I will always be close to you.

293
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,080
{\an8}Go inside and change.
You are soaked.

294
00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:06,360
{\an8}What is there? Are you afraid of the storm?

295
00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:10,680
{\an8}You know what?

296
00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:15,160
{\an8}You can sleep with me tonight,
then we comfort each other.

297
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:29,720
{\an8}Here. Put this on.

298
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:38,560
{\an8}What is there? Are you shy?

299
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,560
{\an8}It doesn't matter.
I turn my back.

300
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,040
{\an8}You must also turn around.

301
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:30,080
{\an8}It seems a bit big.

302
00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:33,440
{\an8}A bit.

303
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,000
{\an8}Can we do it again, mother?

304
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,120
{\an8}Can we look at stars again?

305
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:54,920
{\an8}Of course.

306
00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,720
{\an8}I am glad,
that you are interested.

307
00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:06,320
{\an8}When I was little...

308
00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,000
{\an8}... I used to make it up
names for them.

309
00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:16,800
{\an8}I climbed onto the roof.

310
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:19,040
{\an8}That put me down...

311
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:22,440
{\an8}... and then in the sky.

312
00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,600
{\an8}Cool star.

313
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:32,680
{\an8}Fat...

314
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:35,760
{\an8}Little star.

315
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:43,400
{\an8}Tuzzu star.

316
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:44,640
{\an8}Tuzzu?

317
00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:47,320
{\an8}Tuzzu!

318
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:49,400
{\an8}Tuzzu!

319
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,040
{\an8}Tuzzu.

320
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,760
{\an8}Why are you standing there like an idiot?
Do you watch flies?

321
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:11,800
{\an8}Have you started smoking?

322
00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:15,520
{\an8}Two days ago. It was about time.

323
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:19,040
{\an8}Where is your sister?

324
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,000
{\an8}Tina is useless.

325
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,640
{\an8}She eats and makes noise all the time.

326
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,760
{\an8}You little rascal. She is your sister.

327
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,760
{\an8}- She's stupid, but still your sister.
- Ugly, fat and full of shit.

328
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:52,040
{\an8}What are you doing, little fool?
Did you fall asleep?

329
00:33:57,760 --> 00:34:00,160
{\an8}Let me see your eyes.

330
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,400
{\an8}So I can see what the sea looks like.

331
00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:06,760
{\an8}Værsgo.

332
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:12,920
{\an8}If you really want to know,
what the sea looks like, so beware.

333
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:23,040
{\an8}You actually have beautiful eyes too.

334
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,280
{\an8}I haven't thought of that before.

335
00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:28,240
{\an8}They are like honey.

336
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:33,640
{\an8}- Wait!
- What? I have to work.

337
00:34:33,720 --> 00:34:38,040
{\an8}Why does it make me want to touch
myself here when we are close together?

338
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:42,000
{\an8}- Where the pee comes out.
- What are you talking about? You are crazy.

339
00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:47,800
{\an8}Do you think I'm stupid? I am a man.
Leave me alone or I'll take you.

340
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:51,720
{\an8}- And then we have the trouble.
- Let's do it.

341
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:55,440
{\an8}I am not afraid. it's you
who are afraid. You are shaking.

342
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,000
{\an8}I have to stop now,
you naughty girl.

343
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:31,880
{\an8}You drive me crazy. But I will
don't destroy you. Fuck you.

344
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:18,320
{\an8}Mother?

345
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,440
{\an8}It is time for laudes.

346
00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:37,960
{\an8}With bare feet.

347
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:43,320
{\an8}Your chest among the leaves,
my lips, your breath.

348
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,120
{\an8}My throat, your sweat.

349
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:48,240
{\an8}Amen.

350
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:54,200
{\an8}- Leonora didn't even get breakfast.
- You didn't go with it?

351
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,720
{\an8}I was late.
She was already leaving.

352
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,520
{\an8}- To Catania?
- I don't know.

353
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:07,400
{\an8}Mother!

354
00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,400
{\an8}I carry the luggage to the carriage.

355
00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,000
{\an8}- Good morning, Modesta.
- Good morning.

356
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,800
{\an8}Do you travel without saying anything?

357
00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,680
{\an8}Yes, I got a letter this morning.

358
00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,640
{\an8}I am going to Catania
in family matters.

359
00:37:21,720 --> 00:37:25,280
{\an8}- All the way to Catania?
- It takes a day to travel there.

360
00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:28,280
{\an8}- Take me with you.
- No.

361
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,880
{\an8}- I can keep you company.
- It won't work.

362
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,760
{\an8}You must stay here,
where you are safe.

363
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:36,640
{\an8}Perhaps you do not know that we are at war.
Bad things happen.

364
00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,080
{\an8}Mother? I hear you are leaving.

365
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:41,040
{\an8}They will hopefully be back soon.

366
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:45,280
{\an8}- Can I help?
- No thanks, Ilaria. You may go.

367
00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,560
{\an8}It is the beautiful eye.

368
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,960
{\an8}It's its brother.

369
00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:02,520
{\an8}Here is the little church.

370
00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:04,240
{\an8}And the little brothers.

371
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:07,160
{\an8}Here is the time...

372
00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:11,880
{\an8}... which beats ding-dong, ding-dong.

373
00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:18,720
{\an8}- Let me help you, mother.
- Good morning, Mimmo.

374
00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:21,160
{\an8}- Have a nice trip.
- Thank you.

375
00:38:21,240 --> 00:38:22,520
{\an8}Goodbye.

376
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:25,920
{\an8}Oh mother, I want to get married

377
00:38:32,240 --> 00:38:34,000
{\an8}Here we have rabbits.

378
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:39,000
{\an8}- We also had a goat, but...
- What happened to it?

379
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:41,880
{\an8}Tina must be there,
when she cries and makes noise.

380
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,440
{\an8}Yes, she cries. I know that.

381
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:51,520
{\an8}Here is the table where we eat.
We have bread, eggs and olives here.

382
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,600
{\an8}Do you eat a lot?

383
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,040
{\an8}I am always hungry.

384
00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:01,120
{\an8}It is mother's bed. Tina sleeps there.
I sleep down there.

385
00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:04,720
{\an8}And that's my stuff.

386
00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:10,600
{\an8}You know what?
I'm taking it to Catania.

387
00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,760
{\an8}- To Catania?
- Yes, Catania.

388
00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,720
{\an8}Come here.

389
00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:18,320
{\an8}You are a little rosebud.

390
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,880
{\an8}Catania is a wonderful city.

391
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:27,120
{\an8}- Is there an ocean there?
- Of course there is sea.

392
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:31,840
{\an8}There is a harbor and a large ship.

393
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:36,320
{\an8}The buildings are beautiful and tall.

394
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:37,720
{\an8}They are filled with light.

395
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,440
{\an8}Can I come along?

396
00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:48,120
{\an8}If you behave nicely, you will come
far away from Chiana del Bove.

397
00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:53,160
{\an8}- Then you can see the world.
- The world?

398
00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:58,680
{\an8}Think you are here.

399
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,880
{\an8}Are you here or are you not here?

400
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,000
{\an8}Are you here or are you not here?

401
00:40:05,040 --> 00:40:06,680
are you there

402
00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,680
{\an8}What a sweet mouth you have.

403
00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:14,160
{\an8}What are you doing here?

404
00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:19,240
{\an8}- Leave her alone.
- She was tied up in the sun.

405
00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:22,120
{\an8}Is that how you treat
my daughter? I'll cut off your hand.

406
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:25,920
{\an8}Leave her alone.
Take your things and disappear.

407
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:28,280
{\an8}Otherwise I will call the police.

408
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:35,000
{\an8}The police? Nonsense.
Where are the police? Behind the door?

409
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,400
{\an8}Go out and find them. Come on.

410
00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:44,760
{\an8}Modesta, come here.

411
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:46,440
{\an8}Come here.

412
00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:48,200
{\an8}I have money with me, see.

413
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,800
{\an8}What is there? Can't make it?

414
00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:57,800
{\an8}Come on. Do you want money? Here.

415
00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:01,120
{\an8}- Hold up.
- Get out, you creep.

416
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,240
{\an8}Leave her alone or I will kill you.

417
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:05,320
{\an8}- Modesta, come here.
- I want to stay with him.

418
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,040
{\an8}Step! The girl wants to be with her father.

419
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,680
{\an8}I will kill you.

420
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:13,840
{\an8}- What are you doing?
- Leave her alone.

421
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:17,600
{\an8}- I wring your neck.
- Leave her alone!

422
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,000
Then that's enough.

423
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:24,800
{\an8}Don't worry, we're just playing.

424
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,840
{\an8}It was good that you did.
She deserves it.

425
00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:32,080
{\an8}We are of the same blood. Come here.

426
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:37,000
{\an8}You are my miss cat.

427
00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:40,320
{\an8}Little miss cat

428
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,960
{\an8}Little girl, little miss cat

429
00:41:45,240 --> 00:41:46,880
{\an8}What is there?

430
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,240
{\an8}You are as red as a tomato.

431
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:52,720
{\an8}My beautiful girl.

432
00:41:58,800 --> 00:41:59,800
{\an8}Tell me...

433
00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:06,360
{\an8}How will you get to Catania?
On foot or on horseback?

434
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:09,600
{\an8}On horseback, but I can't ride.

435
00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:12,520
{\an8}Don't worry, I'll teach you.

436
00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:18,400
{\an8}But then you must not bristle.

437
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,120
{\an8}What are you doing over there? Are you scared?

438
00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:38,640
{\an8}No, but they get on my nerves.

439
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:42,840
{\an8}Don't listen to them.

440
00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:45,840
{\an8}How wonderful it is.

441
00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:49,200
{\an8}It's so nice to see you again.

442
00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:54,080
{\an8}Don't be afraid.

443
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:57,040
{\an8}We lie down together.

444
00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,680
{\an8}Don't worry.

445
00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:02,160
{\an8}Come here.

446
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:14,320
{\an8}You are a gift.

447
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,040
{\an8}You are a gift.

448
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:26,560
{\an8}Do you like being here?

449
00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,760
{\an8}In the beginning we missed others
also our parents.

450
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:37,120
{\an8}I have to get used to being away
from my mother and my sisters.

451
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,200
{\an8}Where are you from?
What is your last name?

452
00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:44,600
{\an8}We are Chiaromonte from Ragusa,
but I grew up in Catania.

453
00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,000
{\an8}- What about you?
- I am the Marquis of Altavilla.

454
00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:51,080
{\an8}Was there a debutante ball in Catania this year?

455
00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:53,080
{\an8}No. Since the war broke out -

456
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:56,200
{\an8}- we have neither had weddings,
balls or engagements.

457
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,960
{\an8}All the young men have signed up
to the army. It's so sad.

458
00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:01,880
{\an8}Where are you from?

459
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:05,520
{\an8}She is a really nice lady.

460
00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:10,320
{\an8}She is the Marquis of Chiana del Bove.

461
00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:14,120
{\an8}I don't know that family.
Where does it come from?

462
00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:15,800
{\an8}Don't you know it?

463
00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:20,720
{\an8}It comes from the plain of Etna,
surrounded by lava and mud.

464
00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:24,360
{\an8}It's nice there.
Filled with goats, cows and chickens.

465
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:28,520
{\an8}What is she doing?

466
00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:35,640
{\an8}Don't you know Chiana del Bove?

467
00:44:35,720 --> 00:44:39,400
{\an8}The Great Kingdom of Chiana del Bove.
Have you never heard of it?

468
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:46,960
{\an8}Thank you.

469
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:20,200
{\an8}"I haven't done anything else
than to think of you, my soul."

470
00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:22,680
{\an8}"Your eyes, your mouth."

471
00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:26,560
{\an8}"I want to be alone with you, so you
can feel that I care for you."

472
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,320
{\an8}"Hug. L."

473
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:41,960
{\an8}Good morning, Modesta.

474
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:46,240
{\an8}- You seem happy today.
- Yes. Mother Leonora is back.

475
00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,120
{\an8}She promised to show me the stars
tonight.

476
00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:51,680
{\an8}I have never seen her
be so happy for any of us.

477
00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:52,920
{\an8}What do you mean?

478
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:56,680
{\an8}Mother Leonora has a big heart.
She loves us all equally.

479
00:45:56,760 --> 00:46:00,560
{\an8}You are right. I committed
the sin of being jealous.

480
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,280
{\an8}Since you came,
Mother Leonora has blossomed again.

481
00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:07,800
{\an8}None of us have been
up in the tower with Mother Leonora.

482
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,720
{\an8}Mimmo.

483
00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:14,520
{\an8}What are you doing? Down with you.

484
00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:17,560
{\an8}You are not a little girl anymore,
and I'm getting old.

485
00:46:18,720 --> 00:46:21,120
{\an8}I said
you had to be careful. Take care.

486
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,640
{\an8}Stay away from the well.

487
00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:27,800
{\an8}The dark water attracts
tormented souls.

488
00:46:27,880 --> 00:46:31,720
{\an8}I am not a tormented soul.
I just want to see myself.

489
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:33,720
{\an8}I know you don't have mirrors.

490
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,280
{\an8}I don't know how my mouth
or my eyes look.

491
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,560
{\an8}Am I pretty or ugly?
That's what I wanted to see.

492
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:40,720
{\an8}Ugly?

493
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,240
{\an8}You look like a princess.

494
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:46,000
{\an8}If you knew how those women,
who speaks ill of you -

495
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:51,640
{\an8}- envy you your elegance,
your clear skin and your gooseneck.

496
00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,800
{\an8}Remember,
that though you were born in Chiana -

497
00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:59,000
{\an8}are you the noblest woman here.

498
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,960
{\an8}If I were a bee...

499
00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:07,840
{\an8}... I would fly
over your rosebuds.

500
00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:12,520
{\an8}What is that bee doing?

501
00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:18,560
{\an8}Land on me.

502
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:23,120
{\an8}What do you say, little girl?

503
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:26,000
{\an8}Do I maybe look like a bee? Go with you.

504
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:31,760
{\an8}Poor Mimmo, he was so sweet -

505
00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:34,560
{\an8}and I tormented him.

506
00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:38,000
{\an8}It was because I was happy.
Maybe too happy.

507
00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:39,600
{\an8}Leonora had returned.

508
00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:41,440
{\an8}"My soul", she had written.

509
00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:44,440
{\an8}And I was completely enraptured.

510
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:47,160
{\an8}It was pure joy.

511
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:52,000
{\an8}There is Great Bear.

512
00:47:52,040 --> 00:47:57,720
{\an8}Sirius is a little further up.
It is the brightest star in the firmament.

513
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:01,920
{\an8}The firmament. What a beautiful word.

514
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:12,640
{\an8}Be careful.

515
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:14,760
{\an8}It is dangerous.

516
00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,600
{\an8}Excuse me.

517
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:23,400
{\an8}What about you, mother?

518
00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:27,160
{\an8}How was your life,
before you took the vow?

519
00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:29,920
{\an8}I was a different person.

520
00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:35,880
{\an8}I came from a world
where the word of God did not reach.

521
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:41,600
{\an8}I went in organza
with silly lace and lace.

522
00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:44,800
{\an8}I got my hair done every day.

523
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:47,960
{\an8}I would have liked to have known you
at that time.

524
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:51,120
{\an8}No, don't say that, little friend.

525
00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:54,400
{\an8}It is a sin to be tempted
of worldly things.

526
00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:04,960
{\an8}I had been promised
to an officer in the cavalry.

527
00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:10,120
{\an8}A German nobleman,
who had killed three people -

528
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,600
{\an8}- for banal reasons that had
to do with worldly honor.

529
00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:13,680
{\an8}May God forgive him.

530
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:20,880
{\an8}I only saw him once,
below my balcony.

531
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:23,360
{\an8}What was he like?

532
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:27,840
{\an8}Tall and dark-haired.

533
00:49:29,840 --> 00:49:32,400
{\an8}Then we met again at a ball.

534
00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:34,760
{\an8}He offered me up.

535
00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:37,920
{\an8}When we danced...

536
00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:41,800
{\an8}... he held me so tight,
and I got scared.

537
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,360
{\an8}I have always been disgusted by men.

538
00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:53,240
{\an8}The thought of their hands...

539
00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:59,880
{\an8}... on my skin or under my clothes

540
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:07,760
{\an8}But it is different between us.
Not?

541
00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:25,400
{\an8}I heard you the other night.

542
00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:28,920
{\an8}Before you left.

543
00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:31,320
{\an8}What did you hear?

544
00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:36,280
{\an8}That you touched yourselves.

545
00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:39,120
{\an8}- I wanted to touch you, but...
- Where do you dare?

546
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:42,720
{\an8}- Disappear!
- Mother...

547
00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:45,680
{\an8}Get out of here! May God forgive you.

548
00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:51,920
{\an8}Mea culpa. Mea maxima culpa!

549
00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:08,760
{\an8}Mom? Mother?

550
00:58:13,520 --> 00:58:18,520
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